i am not loving anyone
i am not loving anyone
especially you
i am not telling anyone
i am not telling anyone
especially you
i am not blaming anyone
for my lack of love
though i tried to blame you
now i am not loving anyone
i am not loving anyone
and i never loved you
grind, pull, boil, pour
worn-through socks on the hardwood floor
i never learn from discipline
i make my own medicine
and it works the same
i figured i was beautiful
i took my hair and cut it all
and i look the same
you take the words from my mouth
you make small talk, i speak
nothing comes out
now i am not loving anyone
i am not loving anyone
and i am so loud
grind, pull, boil, pour
worn-through socks on the hardwood floor
grind, pull, boil, pour
worn-through socks tiptoe through the door
love takes the shape of a whale
and drifts away slowly
white-water capes on the blade of the oar
that i'm rowing
i hide my eyes in a veil
and pretend i'm not grieving
while you send your love in the mail
but don't care who's receiving
i am not loving anyone
i am not loving anyone
i am not loving anyone
especially you
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